To The Lost Lover
I want to let you know that I know there’s a tension between us, that you have given me your heart a long time ago without demanding anything in return.
I don’t know when I knew this but there’s something in the way you gaze at me.
I knew it from the very starting but choose to play dumb.
There was no need for me to confirm that, but you in the end I guess your heart must have need it to let out and you said that aloud to the whole world except me.
I am quite impressed with the way that you have hold onto yourself until now.
To be honest I can never imagine the pains and hurdles you have to go through in the process.
I know that the pain every person goes through is not comparable and Every scare has its own depth.
I don’t know how deep scares I have given you.
Even if I can turn back time, I know I would have taken the exact same decisions and I would have chosen the exact same ways.
Because I couldn’t believe that someone can really love me.
Even after years, I am unable to find someone who looks at me like you did every time.
